My Ultimate Plan

Why Feb. 11th Was The Worst Day Ever

Well let's see.

I woke up for school after getting 5.5 hours of sleep.

Had to deal with the usual retards in my school for 3 class periods.

Then had to stay for almost an hour after I was supposed to leave school to work on this retarded binder project in English.

Then when I got to leave school, I had to go to Walgreens to pick up some stuff.

There, my card was declined because my father borrowed $215 without telling me.

Then I had to go allllll the way the hell across town to the clinic for a supply refill, but when I got there, they were closed for lunch. I went back outside, and my dad had left to go get pizza. They had locked the doors, so I had to wait outside for 24 minutes in the windy, blistery cold until my dad got back.

Then when he got back he just made a little stupid joke instead of apologizing for taking so goddamn long.

So I never got what I even went there in the first place for.

Then when I got home, I was so hungry that I ate like 2000 calories, demolishing my diet for the day.

Then I tried to take a little nap, by my mother woke me up with a 2-page (front and back) essay on how to ride the bus to work and tried explaining it all to me.

When I finally managed to resume my nap, 15 minutes before my alarm was gonna wake me up, one of my bosses calls me to let me know that they are getting butt raped up at the store and needed me to go help immediately. I jump out of bed and rush up there, getting crap about it from my dad the whole goddamn way, and by the time I get there 15 minutes later, it's not even busy anymore. Luckily my dad started being good-natured by then.

Then I had to stay until midnight, but I was only clocked in until 10.

Then my co-worker friend forced me to go to his house afterwards to talk to his friend, whom I kinda like. But by now it was damn near one and I had school in the morning. Luckily we all had a good time chillin', playing video games and watching youtube videos. So I finally get up to leave at 2 am, and his friend is all like "Dude we made it official!"

Me: "Uhmmm..."

So like it or not, I now have a mothereffin boyfriend. WTF. I didn't ask for this shit.

Oh it gets better.

So I get home and my mom is shitty because I didn't call or text her to let her know where I was. Whatever, I didn't care. Oh and then I find out that I can't go to school the next morning because I have to stay home and watch my unbelievably bratty little sisters who got suspended from school. But I made a deal with my government teacher that if I come to school all 4 days this week then on Friday he'd let me make up 3 quizzes that I failed because I was ill-prepared. Well looks like that shit's flushed down the toilet. Thanks alot, bratty misbehaving little sisters.

I also find out that my dad never told my mother that he borrowed $215 from me, even though she was the one who was expected to pay it back. And my mother is bipolar and hates me half the time, so I could very well be out $215 if she wakes up on the wrong side of the bed tomorrow.

Oh and I also find out that my dad got arrested, 1 day before he was going to court to be tried for contempt of court, so he is definitely staying in jail. So my family's income is now missing a substantial chunk, and my mother is terrible at managing money so we're basically screwed.

Oh and the officials handling my brother's case said that because of this, my little brother can't come home if my father is still living with us.

And now my mother has to choose between her husband and my little brother.

So either way, I lose a member of my famiy for good. Pretty sure it's gonna be my dad. Which sucks because he is never bipolar like my mother, and was the only thing keeping me from getting kicked out of my house when my mother went on one of her rampages. So any day now I could be kicked out on the street with nada. Can't wait for that.

Oh and this morning I woke up with a sore throat, feeling like absolute 100% crap. So add "sick" to that list.

Then I had to call off work because there's no way I can go in dealing with all this and feeling like this, so my check will be missing 4 hours. I was only scheduled 2 days. Luckily I got called in Sat, Sun, and Mon. But still. It's not like I can afford to be missing days of work in the winter. Especially not now.

Oh and I GUESS we can also add the fact that I lost a friend on here because he's a disrespectful troll who totally made a fight in the Shack but I got blamed for it. Of course.

So bottomline, I see no reasons to live anymore. Basically. And I'm going to lay in my bed until I die and never see the light of day ever again.

Thank you for your time.

~KC

1. Comment by Lord Pianta, Feb 12 2013, 11:58 AM

   You didn't get blamed for anything in the Shack. Don't ever worry about that. Though, I'm very sorry to hear that all. I can imagine you must feel horrible. But things will get better, I'm sure.

2. Comment by Breakfast Princess, Feb 12 2013, 12:05 PM

   Thank you Yeah I just read everyone's reactions and was wondering about stuff but I guess it doesn't really matter, and you're right. I do feel kinda horrible, simply because anyone who knows me knows that with me, it's always one thing or another. I can never just catch a break. I'm sure they will get better too, I'm trying to deal with everything all at once.
   
   I appreciate you saying all of this!

3. Comment by L Dragon, Feb 12 2013, 12:07 PM

   I think if anyone is going to get 'blamed' it'd be me. Cause I'm evil and bad and my rep here sucks, and so on. Something like that.*shrugs* But Pianta is right, don't worry about that whole ordeal. You seem to be burdened with a lot, sorry for the series of events in your life. Wish I could do something to help or make you feel better.
   
   Of course, not sure what help I'd be to begin with. I'm sure you're a bit mad at me as well. Also I apologize that you came here to escape drama and headaches but was introduced to one anyways.
   
   I hope you'll feel better soon. Tis all I can really say at this point. I'll txt you soon. Hopefully I wont make you feel worse.

4. Comment by Breakfast Princess, Feb 12 2013, 12:11 PM

   I'm sure you won't make me feel worse L, you rarely do But yes, still a teensy bit mad with you but I'm sure I'll get over it.
   And yes, drama and headaches galore! Welcome to my world!
   
   Thank you sweetie.

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