My Ultimate Plan

My day so far

Today was pretty cool. I woke up, i hadnt had the best night so i wasnt feeling good. But i decided to give the day a shot anyways.

Im supposed to be starting school today, but because of a transcripts issue, i cant. Im starting on Monday. Im not looking forward to going. There are a couple boys there who want to jump me, Im not sure if I can take them all at the same time. Im kinda small. And a girl. Oh well, maybe I can hide behind a vending machine.

I got my hair dyed last night. Shit cost me $60 bucks. Didn't even turn out how i wanted it to. But i still like it. Its very cool.

I had a doctors appointment this morning. I was running a little late. My dad was supposed to take me. i came downstairs, ready to go. All of a sudden, my dad slams his heavy ass book on the ground and starts screaming at me, calling me irresponsible and lazy. (All the while, im 16 and have a job, he's 30-something and does not.)

Then he tells me he's not taking me to my doctor's appointment, and to "get my ass upstairs". So I go, and as Im passing, he takes a swing at my head with his book! This is like a big hardcover effin novel, i kid you not.
It broke the clip, holding my hair back, in pieces. I just bought that clip the other night. It was like a glittery dark orange colour. I liked it. It was good quality too, freakin $5 though. For a hair clip

Of course all my mother says is "Sorry he needs more sleep." *double face palm*


So, Im probably going to get ignored again. You guys dont know the whole story with that but with each entry you'll find out more, or at least, that's the plan.

Like, basically, I have this friend. Who's like more than a friend. Buuut he has more mood swings than a pregnant cow and he's picky as hell. He has severe anger issues and whenever he gets angry at me or I bug him (which is like, every other day at minimum) his favourite cool down activity is to ignore yours truly. Delete texts, send calls to voicemail, the whole shebang. He gets some kind of sick twisted enjoyment out of this, and quite frankly I dont know why I put up with it.

*shrug* Maybe he's on to something.

Oh, well, that's all that's happened today.

Bye bye.

1. Comment by Wallace, Aug 26 2011, 05:41 PM

   Wow. Are you sure that your dad just went off on you like that for no reason? I kind of have this stupid faith in humanity thing (that should probably be in pieces by now) but it's not sure about this.
   
   Disirregardless, that sucks. The boys at school thing and the friend thing, too. To be honest, if I were you, and had a friend like that, I wouldn't have a friend like that anymore, if you know what I mean. I don't see why people put up with people like that.
   
   But yeah, that's just my opinion (which seems to change a lot as of late).
   
   Reminds me that I should start posting shit in my blog too. Mainly stuff I think about a lot, which will probably include the constant self-psychoanalyzing I do.

2. Comment by Breakfast Princess, Aug 31 2011, 06:37 PM

   Well my dad did have a reason... He was severely lacking on sleep, and mad at me because i woke up late and therefore was running late and therefore couldve been late to my appointment. He always gets mad at me whenever i might be late-- to school, to work, anywhere.
   
   I dont think that was a good reason to hit me with a book, scream at me, cuss me out and then not take me to my doctors appointment, though. This wasnt a regular check-up or anything. Im genuinely sick. And now thanks to him i will continue to be until i go to my re-schedule on the mothereffin 19th!
   
   He apologized later that night, but i just said okay. I dot forgive people for shit like that.
   
   Omg, best friend, you should totally hurry up and write a blog! i wanna read about yo lifeee!

3. Comment by KogaHarine, Sep 2 2011, 06:03 AM

   Now that I think about it I should write a blog too.
   
   And also Kitty I really feel for you. I had a somewhat abusive parent (although not to the extent that you have...) but now that I have moved out of my parents house I seem to get along better with my family. I think it's because whenever you move out, to them it's a sign of maturity. It shows them that you believe you are ready to take on the world. And they usually like to watch and keep an eye out to see whether you are going to make it or break it.
   
   Basically all I am saying is that it may seem bad now but it can get better. Good things come to those who wait, no?

4. Comment by Wallace, Sep 4 2011, 01:20 PM

   @Kitkat: That sucks. Hope you get better soon.
   
   But yeah. My dad always does really retarded shit and later gives me the shittiest apologies. Even though the stuff he does isn't THAT retarded.
   
   /late

5. Comment by Breakfast Princess, Sep 5 2011, 06:32 PM

   My dad's the same way. Smh.

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