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Journal Entry: Friday The 13th, 11:39 PM.

Dear Journal,

I'll have to face the dark truth that my previous love intrest is dead. And I probably know why. One day she claimed to have attempted suicide. I then told her that no matter what, I would always be there to comfort her, and to forget about those foolish thoughts. Then she moved, so we continued to keep in touch over e-mail.
Things were going smoothly. But then my internet was shut off, for 3 months.
I thought about what she was doing during my absense. When it was restarted, I checked my inbox. There was an e-mail from her. No, 3. 1 from 1 monthago, 2 from 2 months ago. I read them all, each pleading for me to drive to her area, and help her personally. She was facing horrid family issues, from what I could tell. Each one was more terrifying then the last. I tried calling her, but her phone was shut off. She never replied to any more of my e-mails. I even took the car 30 miles to check her house. She wasnt there. Her parents had no clue where she went. 5 months passed. Nothing.
Nobody knew. But then I could come up with only 1 answer... she was dead.
Gone. Never to be seen. I dove into a depression for 1 week, then started doing reckless stunts, one which lead to my knee injury, and falling down the stairs.
But now, someone else is helping me fill the void. But I may fear that the dark thoughts will never....
ever...
leave...
my....
mind...


Sincirely,
Joseph F. Kough Jr. ll
Posted Mar 13 2009, 09:05 PM · 7 comments
  1. Comment by Wolfgurl989, Mar 14 2009, 08:26 PM
    Is this true? Dumb question I know but seriously...?
  2. Comment by Lady Miracle, Mar 16 2009, 06:38 PM
    If it's true, you can talk to me whenever, sweetie.
  3. Comment by Johnny Boy, Mar 17 2009, 05:09 PM
    Yeah... know I know she's dead... obituaries...

    But i'm not letting this down me!
  4. Comment by Wolfgurl989, Mar 18 2009, 02:55 AM
    That's good! *Hugs* But I am here, I'm here for you the best I can be states away J!
  5. Comment by Lady Miracle, Mar 20 2009, 04:03 PM
    God, I checked this too late. Anyway, I'm glad to hear you're doing better. Hope everything works out for the best.
  6. Comment by Wolfgurl989, Mar 21 2009, 06:59 PM
    What do you mean you checked it too late?
  7. Comment by Lady Miracle, Mar 30 2009, 05:44 PM
    I answered 3 days late. XD And right now, 9 days later. XD
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