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Oh Looky time for another Entry

Well today......was....a different day. one of my friends told me i was great today.My Friend told me this for doing something anyone could do. My friend replied with some wise words...everyday of my time on the internet i spend trying to help my friends. Reason why? i dont really know....maybe its a fact that a smile comes to my face when i realize there is a problem....but why do i smile? I have alot of questions to ask myself...im sure you don't want to hear them though. This time when i returned i noticed an acquaintance got promoted to Mod. i looked at the date i joined and noticed i had so little posts....i neglected this forum for a while. Maybe the reason i try to help my friends so much is so that if i ever were to leave and neglect them, they know that i've always been there for them and always will. a lot of my friends have faced a lot of problems and a lot of drama. but we stick it out to the end. i may do things that everyone else can do....but the thing is not most people do it....my friend somewhat said that. Im not special, i am not the wisest, i am not the smartest, i am just like everybody else, the only thing that seperates me from the rest is my Desire to help, my Oppurtunity to help and the Motive to help. they are always the same for me....some people stray from that. I feel like my only purpose in life is to help.....nothing more nothing less.....no matter what i will always be there to help.....almost like an angel...but i am certainly far from that. i finish up this entry with this: i will always be there for my friends no matter if there is someone better then me, i die(god forbid),i become a million miles apart from them, even if they go insane.....i will do my best to help.....

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